I know that I need not to want of worldly things. They will be provided to me when the time is right. Any angst, envy, guilt, desire until that point is brought by the devil himself and I have already decided that through the Lord, that the devil will not have any hold over me. Ever. It is amazing the ways in which the devil shows himself when you are already so confident in what you have, he comes and rocks your foundation just the slightest bit. It feels like your world is crumbling, but set your sights on the Lord and know that He will only comfort you. What an amazing God we have.